Teeth! ....

Root canal? Really? Is that tooth really worth all that? I can just pull it, the doc said it is my second molar and I would probably not miss it.... and it would take years for the molar above it to shift down because it is not supported... and by years he meant, I would likely not have to worry about it in my lifetime.. so, he called me old... which is ok since he is right around my age I guess..... After all, I have lived at this point what is likely more than half of my life span... yikes.... no one likes to think that... at least not me.... but I don't know if I like the idea of just yanking out a perfectly good tooth otherwise.. nice and strong root etc, ...... But I also don't know if I want to spend double or triple the price to save it either... This getting old stuff is not all that it is cracked up to be... sure, you have "wisdom"... but if I am so wise how come I can't decide what to do with my tooth?
I have put it off too long, God has blessed me with no pain etc, but it is time now before I press my luck..... So, next week I will have to call the specialist... either the root canal guy, or the extraction guy..... time to decide.... and we all know how well I do that type of thing! I am leaning to saving the money...... How can I put 1000.00 bucks or more into my stupid mouth? that seems crazy indeed.... so, I suppose it is time to get 'er done... blech..... blaaaahhhhhhh! (complete with Snoopy tongue sticking out of mouth) Dr. Smith it is then..... wait..... oh that scares me.... psshhhhhhhtttttt!

I enjoy being a girl

Well...not so much really. The thing is, I don't really know how to be a girl! I never really was much interested in hair, dress up, nails, makeup.....  I never really had the friends that did that kind of thing together.. as a matter of fact, a lot of my friends were guys. They don't know so much about how to braid, what colors go best with what.... etc. And while I always admired those who just knew how to put themselves together, I just never knew where to start. So, I have decided two things.... 1. I have resigned myself to the fact that I may never "get it"  BUT  2. I have also made a resolve that I am certainly gonna try! I have, after all, mastered the messy bun, I would say about 87% of the time!  And, I enjoy getting polish on my toes as much as possible. However, I desire to find my own style! What am I comfortable with, in, etc. It certainly will not be froo froo..... that is not me for sure...... but, comfortable, wear anywhere(maybe with a few accessories to cross over into styles) Maybe, just maybe, I can be that stylish granny even though I was never that stylish girl or mama! You know..... that person who knows what she is style wise.........  I think that is a good goal... LOL, now if I can only discover how to find it..... Only time will tell!